The day before the HSAT I felt very sad because supposedly we’re going to have our retreat in Eco- Tech and that would be the last time that our batch could have some bonding before the graduation day. I started blaming the owner of Eco-Tech because we have already scheduled a date for our retreat but they still moved our date to March 10-11 because other customers paid them earlier and I was very sad because my parents wont allow me to go and sleep there in the eve of March 10 because the next would be the Test. So I was very sad that night. Then I started wondering why are my parents like that and the parents of my classmates who are also taking the exams are not like that. But then I cannot do anything so I went home. During the night I was not able to sleep because everything that goes into my head is what my classmates are doing in Eco-Tech at the very moment and I was also nervous about the test. When I was able to sleep I was then awaken by our neighbors because it is on our tradition here in our place to have a Rosary while walking to the different places of our neighborhood and bringing with them the Lady of Fatima. And it happened that they were on the back of our house and I could really hear their voices in my bedroom. So I was awakened at 4:30 in the dawn. And after the noise fade away I could not sleep anymore because many things are going inside my head. So I spent the rest of the hours in thinking of what will happen to the exam. I also find it useless to stay home to have a rest because can’t even sleep in my bedroom. As the time drew nearer the beat of my heart was very fast. I cannot deny that I was really nervous that time because I was thinking that maybe it is as hard as the Philippine Science High entrance examination. When the sun shined in the sky I went immediately to the bathroom and I took a bath. During that time many things are really going inside my head and I cannot explain what I am feeling. I felt like I wanted to drag the time so that I could go immediately to Eco-Tech but I also want to answer the test wisely. When I was there in the hall I immediately went to my seat and stayed there, after a while Psalm, Pearl Joy and Alyssa had arrived. Then I asked them what happened to the retreat so we spent the rest of the time talking. After a while Jen Rose arrived and sat beside me. When the exam started I find the test moderate but when the science test came I really find it very difficult. As the time of the test is nearly ending I felt that my stomach was aching but I really did not know why. When the test had ended I told myself that I would never forget Jen Rose because I am sure that she will pass the test. When my parents had arrived to fetch me I already felt that I am starving to death because of my stomachache. When we arrived to the restaurant near UP I really cannot eat because of my stomachache and I was sweating too much so I went to the CR and I vomited there. My parents started to worry about me and they told me that they will not allow me to go to Eco- Tech anymore so I pretended to be fine and it was still successful because I was able to go to Eco-Tech.
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