Sunday, May 6, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Is he really a gay???
HI! Add photos, talk whatever! I don't care, but be nice!
When you apply to join please write something about yourself and why you are joining otherwise from now on you will not be accepted. If you don't write something I will have no idea if you are a spammer or not. If you send me some snotty message like "I like him, duh" you will also not be accepted. Please be mature and respectful. Also: I do not mind that you speculate on Gerard's sexuality, but I will NOT tolerate any anti-gay comments. Saying "He can't be gay, he's too cool" or anything of the sort will now be deleted and you will be warned. You do it a second time, and you will be banned. If he is gay or bisexual, there is nothing wrong with it, and if he is straight there is nothing wrong with it. I support gay rights, tolerance, and marriage. I will not allow anymore gay bashing. Please think about what you write before you write it and make sure you mean what you say. If you mean to be hateful, you are not welcome in my group. Please do not take this as an attack on everyone or any individuals, but I hope this makes a change in the way you approach this topic. Thank you.
Ohhh... I really don't know what to think about him. Well he's right about what he said that we should accept gays in the society but does this really mean that he is a gay???
but please for those who have read this blog and is interested please follow the suggestion and don't write any "gay bashing" please.
Friday, March 30, 2007
What the Stars in the Sky tell me about Life
The day before the overnight my father and I had some miss understandings, And so I cried the whole night. When I woke up with my eyes half open I felt its pain, maybe because I was over crying. When I arrived in school every body was very excited talking about the coming overnight and they noticed that I have arrived, when they are about to talk to me they suddenly asked me if I've been crying the whole night, so I told them yes but I did not tell them the exact reason why. And as usual they started making some guesses and one guess was "did you cry because your father did not allow you to attend the overnight?" The only answer I gave them was No, But I did not tell them anything. John Rhey was asking me saying "I saw you yesterday crying, why?" and I told him the exact reason why.
Even when it was already afternoon my eyes was still very painful. After the cleaning time my father arrived and we went home. When I went home I ate my dinner and then I packed my things things. When I arrived in school I was waiting for Joni Joy. It was past seven but she did not arrive. I was thinking that her mother did not allow her to come. After a while I saw her in the catwalk and I called her name so that she can see where I am and when she saw me she went toward me and she said "my mother is there and she don't want to go home because she wanted to stay to assure that I am safe." After several minutes we were called to the LEADER to listen to Mr. Go's lecture about Jupiter and we all went there and had a nice time. After the lecture I felt sleepy so I went back to where I left my things but the others stayed to watch shutter. I was lying with my mat with Joni beside me, we were talking with and after a while we decided to have our snacks. I was having a hard time looking for a hot water but thanks to God there were some people who know how to give. after a while I tried to get to sleep.During that time I tried to get to sleep but I can not sleep because of the noise of the guitars and laughs of my classmates. And so I waited until dawn to sleep and it is already 3:00 AM when I was able to sleep but I was awakened 30 minutes after but there were some people who don't know how to respect people who want to rest. Hehehe... sige nalang.. And fortunately I was able to sleep again but some people woke me up because they felt some tiny droplets fall form the sky. And so I can not go to sleep any more then I packed my things. When it was already 6:00 AM we had some picture takings and so we went home.
By the way I did not saw any stars because it is too cloudy the whole night.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Person
There are different types of person; sometimes you thought that that kind of person exists in this world. Some examples of these people are those who only think for their selves. May be this is because their parents are also like that and they are just following it because they thought that it is right. Some people are nice but you can’t really say that they are that good if you don’t really know them that well and I have an experience like this. There was ones when a girl offered to me something when I was young and I really accepted it and after that I thought that she is a good person but then I heard about the real her about what is her true background and I have said to my self after that that I was really wrong to trust her. Some people would believe easily to what they hear first and some have their own dignity. And this made me remember something when I was still in Grade five. Sorry to say but I really find my Classmates stupid at that time because they believe immediately what they hear from the others especially the elder ones. I was really thinking that they do not know what to believe because they don’t listen to the opposite side. There was one time when they were quarrelling of something. It really started with one is to one but later on the others started quarrelling the enemy of their friend and later on they started crying. That is when I realized that they were not listening to the others side and they only believe those who were close to them even if it was wrong. Another type of people are those who always take revenge to those who have been their enemy. I have many classmates like this and I could really remember the face of the worst one among all of them but I don’t want to mention any name. There are also some people who you don’t really know what type of person they are because they are just following the direction of wind. There are also some people who would like to pretend rich even if they are not and some are those who always want to shout to the world that they are like this and that, but of course we cannot stop them of what they really are because they also have the right to choose which type they would want to be. But I think that the reason why they are like this and that is because of their parents because as a child you really believe easily to your parents because you think they were right and that is the reason why you apply these kinds of attitude. But the most stupid thing is when you would hide the true you especially your background and try to fool others with your lies and etc. It is still better to show the whole world who you really are and to accept what was given to you by God.
My First Star gazing
When we the auditions for the different clubs opened I was already thinking if I could join the Stargazers but every time I would ask this to my parents they always say that “if your father will allow you” or if I ask my father he always answers “if your mother will allow you” and because I grew tired of their answer every time I ask them I told my self that I know that they really don’t want me to be in the Stargazers. One day a fourth year student invited me to watch their Mime and it was also on that day that the stargazers will have their first over night in UP. So every one was very excited about it and most of my classmates even if they were invited were not able to watch the mime because they have to go home early so that they could already prepare the things they needed for the overnight. But I was still there until the mime had ended. My mother and father arrived 6:00 p.m. and they asked me why my classmates are bringing mats and etc. so I told them that it is because they are going to have an overnight for the Star gazing. Then I was very shocked when my mother asked me “then why didn’t you pack your things?” then I told her that I am not a member of the stargazer society Then she again asked me “why?” then I answered her that “because you did not allow me.” Then she denied, “ No, I did not tell you that you cannot enter the Stargazers” then I told her that its because of Papa, he did not allow me to be a member of the stargazers. Then My father chorused “ Its your mother who did not allow me to allow you to be a member of the stargazer” and they started blaming each other. Then my mother tole me that she will tell Mdm. Gallo that I want to be a part of the Stargazers then I told her that the membership was closed many months ago but she still went to the office to ask Mdm. Gallo. Then Mdm. Gallo said yes so I was very happy. Then I told every body that I am now a member of the Stargazers and they were also very happy. Then my parents went straight home to get all the things I needed and they brought with them a very big bag and every body was thinking that I am going somewhere far when they saw it. The funniest thing that happened is when Daisy and me were having some ghost stories while lying down and when Daisy turned around she saw me sleeping already. And when I woke up it was still four in the morning and it was very silent because all the noisy ones were sleeping and after a while my classmates also woke up and they told me that I was very lucky because I was sleeping very deep that I was not able to hear that they were all laughing and terrified of my face. They told me that when I am asleep I look like having night mares because I was sweating too much.
My HSAT experience
The day before the HSAT I felt very sad because supposedly we’re going to have our retreat in Eco- Tech and that would be the last time that our batch could have some bonding before the graduation day. I started blaming the owner of Eco-Tech because we have already scheduled a date for our retreat but they still moved our date to March 10-11 because other customers paid them earlier and I was very sad because my parents wont allow me to go and sleep there in the eve of March 10 because the next would be the Test. So I was very sad that night. Then I started wondering why are my parents like that and the parents of my classmates who are also taking the exams are not like that. But then I cannot do anything so I went home. During the night I was not able to sleep because everything that goes into my head is what my classmates are doing in Eco-Tech at the very moment and I was also nervous about the test. When I was able to sleep I was then awaken by our neighbors because it is on our tradition here in our place to have a Rosary while walking to the different places of our neighborhood and bringing with them the Lady of Fatima. And it happened that they were on the back of our house and I could really hear their voices in my bedroom. So I was awakened at 4:30 in the dawn. And after the noise fade away I could not sleep anymore because many things are going inside my head. So I spent the rest of the hours in thinking of what will happen to the exam. I also find it useless to stay home to have a rest because can’t even sleep in my bedroom. As the time drew nearer the beat of my heart was very fast. I cannot deny that I was really nervous that time because I was thinking that maybe it is as hard as the Philippine Science High entrance examination. When the sun shined in the sky I went immediately to the bathroom and I took a bath. During that time many things are really going inside my head and I cannot explain what I am feeling. I felt like I wanted to drag the time so that I could go immediately to Eco-Tech but I also want to answer the test wisely. When I was there in the hall I immediately went to my seat and stayed there, after a while Psalm, Pearl Joy and Alyssa had arrived. Then I asked them what happened to the retreat so we spent the rest of the time talking. After a while Jen Rose arrived and sat beside me. When the exam started I find the test moderate but when the science test came I really find it very difficult. As the time of the test is nearly ending I felt that my stomach was aching but I really did not know why. When the test had ended I told myself that I would never forget Jen Rose because I am sure that she will pass the test. When my parents had arrived to fetch me I already felt that I am starving to death because of my stomachache. When we arrived to the restaurant near UP I really cannot eat because of my stomachache and I was sweating too much so I went to the CR and I vomited there. My parents started to worry about me and they told me that they will not allow me to go to Eco- Tech anymore so I pretended to be fine and it was still successful because I was able to go to Eco-Tech.
Love Tour with MV Doulos
When I woke up during the day that we were about to go to MV Doulos of course I felt exited because it would be the first time in UP that I’m going to go in a field trip. I thought that that day would never happen. It was a month when I have heard news about MV Doulos in Television during the Jessica Sojo report. When I watched it there I said to my self that how I wish that I could be there to see the books they have bought from different places to the world, you know being there would be like touring to different bookstores in different countries. But I said to my self that time that that thing will never happen because they are in Manila and I am in Cebu. But then the Lord is very merciful. I heard directly from Mdm. Gallo’s mouth that we are going to MV Doulos together with the second years so I was very happy at that time that I couldn’t hardly believe that what I thought to be impossible is going to happen. But a sad thing happen a week before the trip my mother called us and she said that she don’t have money anymore so we lend her the money because what shes doing there is much more important than buying a book, but I admit I really felt bad about what happened. So I felt very bad that I cannot buy a book anymore. When the day of the trip came my father gave me 200 he said that I could use the money to buy the book I like so I thank my father for the money and so I went to school. The funniest thing that happened to me that day was that I was waring my school uniform when I have to ware intrams T-shirt and my pants. So I immediately changed my clothes because I am afraid that they my list me in the violation notebook for warring uniform than intrams T-shirt. Then they all laugh at me because I did not listen when they made the announcement. During that day I was also very busy making my letter for my parents for the Valentines Day because our English teacher required us to do so. During our home technology period Mdm. Gallo made some announcements that we have to prepare 15 pesos for the jeep then I heard my other classmates complaining that they don’t have money any more because their mother only gave them enough money for going home from school to their house. But I think the treasurer lend them some money. When the afternoon came we were all very excited. We were all shouting everywhere because of happiness. When we were about to go there was a big problem because our classmate went home for lunch and she was not able to arrive on time and we all have to go. When we were on our way somebody texted Mdm. Gallo that she was there in UP so Mdm. Gallo said that we are going to turn back to fetch her but when we arrive there she was not there anymore so we went straight to MV Doulos. When we arrive there we saw our fellow UPians climbing the stairs to MV Doulos. When we arrive in the bookstore Joni and I was touring the whole boat watching the see, reading the books, and going to different parts of the boat. The crew also entertained us in their entertainment hall and after that we were given a chance for the last glimpse of the bookstore. I thought we are going to stay there for an hour after the small program but we didn’t knot that all of the freshies are about to leave when we were touring the ship we didn’t saw another freshy so we were very nervous and we came to the stairs we saw all the freshies down there lining and waiting for the jeepney to fetch them. In other words we were the last freshy to go down in the stairs. When we arrive in UP my father fetched me and he asked if I used the money so I told him that I did not use it because we might need it.